Seeing the face of God

Did you know you see God face to face every single day? Do you recognize Him? He is living among us and looks at you every day.  Do you turn away from Him and look the other way? Do you smile at Him? Do you actually realize that you are the face of God looking back to another?

Being here in Houston for these past few weeks - this has been something I have thought about, prayed about, and wanted to share the JOY I have found in seeing our God in every single person here.  Not that I didn't experience this before now, it jut became a clearer picture.

I will continue to seek God's face in every single day of my life - with a better understanding of knowing I can be His face, His hands, His change! It's up to each of you tomake the decision to seek this.

Look around - you will see Him - He wants you to see Him!

This time last year, I was told I had cancer.  August 3, 2012.  I thought I would have a hysterectomy and be fine, not realizing the magnitude and rarity of what I had.

I began the "trust game" : that game when you close your eyes and turn around and fall backwards to see if you will be caught.  Ultimately - you trust not falling, and that the people around you will lift you and catch you because you put their trust in them (and they care enough about you to not let you get hurt.)

I wasn't sure how to play that game, trusting isn't one of my strong human experiences.  

Since I have given you all (my family and friends) the trust in my story and my life, I have been blessed beyond any measurement.  The lowest times, when I can't say any more, It comes to me - God tells me I have so many souls holding me - asking for Him - calling out His name - FOR ME!!! Wow that just blows my mind!!!

I just wanted to thank you all for keeping me in His love and protection.  It is With you I am ready to continue fighting.

I was told I can continue this clinical trial once I'm done with radiatian.  A small answer that meant the world to hear. When your medical team smiles and cries with you over the baby steps you can take from appointment to appointment - you truly see te face of God!!!!