Irritated - that's the word

Not at anyone - at my body and how it won't let me chill, relax, get comfortable, just "be"

It's being vicious to me for poisoning it with chemo, and the cancer is being mean to my body for fighting back!

I'll take this battle with war paint on - but I'm irritated!!

I'm irritated that this "c" is also effecting some friends of mine. I have found during my journey, they are also fighting different kinds of "c" and although we are in this together, I'm irritated that this disease has to exsist!