This is a piece of &@)$ disease. I hate it!
I feel like a voo doo doll - needles constantly poking me. Tossed from one place to another to be poked again! This week has been trying to my mind and body!
I write this as I am waiting to have blood work for another dr, an EKG, and ANOThER x ray @ BSA for my day surgery, (port inserted for chemo) and then back to Harrington for more blood work for Dr Nadesen.
If you ever need someone who can relate to what you're going through I'm sure Lisa would be more than happy to talk with you about it! I'm sure it's all very scary and irritating!
ReplyDeleteIt's not you job to uplift us... we're supposed to lift you up! You mentioned the loss of control a few days ago and that is so hard - plus it feels like your dignity is taken as well. I have often wondered how people can work with cancer patients day after day... some have the biggest hearts and I think, some have to turn off that part of themselves and treat each person like a widget. Not uplifting either - but I can imagine how you must feel and I hate it for you.
ReplyDeleteIt's just perfectly fine to be HACKED-OFF!!!!! I know I am HACKED-OFF at the fact the my friend is having to even deal with this STUPID disease!!! #1 Pray <3. #2 Practice Mama Kay's breathing while sipping on a glass of Cupcake! (Text if you need assistance!) LoVeS~
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